20th April 1991

Cut back to one 3 mg. tablet of Depixol withTremazepam tablets to get some sleep.  Very paranoid.  The person upstairs was reading my mind and speaking back to me to keep me in a sort of ego  crucifixion.  I felt this was because I was discharging very strong vibrations which could easily be interpreted.  I tried to express this in the painting.  The large rabbit ear is because I was confused and extremely sensitive to human voices, like a wild animal.  I also felt I was being read generally by E.S.P.  I had cut back to one tablet of Depixol on 17th April 1991 and was now just beginning to feel the dramatic effects of such a sudden withdrawal.