24th May 1991

Perhaps a broken heart is the cause of it all.  Certainly it hurts.  This is expressed best as I can on  the left side.  The spiders legs on the right are to express my inhibitions and the feeling that comes over me as my thoughts surface and broadcast.  Scary.  I feel all the time now that I am getting nearer to a more acute expression of my schizophrenia.  From 19th May 1991 I had cut down to 1 1/2 tabs of Depixol plus one tab 25 mg. of Typical.